Intuition

Intuition:

is the apparent ability to acquire knowledge without inference or the use of reason

The providing of beliefs that we cannot necessarily justify

....still waiting

Back to a place where thoughts flow more clearly.

...

There are certain things that occur that we are not in control of;

it happens in this thing called LIFE.

Untitled X

Her: I don’t miss you or anything, but I want to know if you miss me

Him: Well okay. I do hypothetically speaking of course

[Sometimes I just don't get them.]

Shhhh...

"There aren’t many more ways

And words that I can say

So I’ll just say it numerically

From my heart to you 143"

Talking in circles...just to amuse myself

…..I talk in circles as an unintentional social experiment to see who would take the time to really understand. Most people don't. But he does......at times.

“I hate when you do this.”

Is often the response I get from him.

It's really unintentional sometimes, but I mostly do it on purpose. I became a professional at it; asking him the same question over and over in different ways just to avoid the real question that should be asked.

Yea, I know I am weird.

but he is too.

Then there are times that I just take things for what they are and I'm content. But then sometimes questions cross my mind making me go from being content to frustrated.

Then it causes distance.

At times I feel as if I don't know him

and that he doesn't know me.

Then there are times that I feel that we know each other a little too much

which still causes me to distance myself from him,

I am afraid of attachment I guess.

People often try to play apart of what this is. Trying to figure things out. But I talk in circles to them too leading them to believe what they want to think they solved from my words.

Don't confirm anything right....keep avoiding their questions..

And i do just that and hide my emotions because sometimes they can get the best of me.

"If you let your emotions take over you will discover that you are not in control anymore."

Don't examine it because you will never win against my mind...I talk in circles to amuse myself.

Untitled IX

Maybe you deserve a special place in my… but I am afraid to let your reside there so I just keep you close to it

"You're the only one who knows what I go through, and sometimes you feel it more than me..."

-Robin Thicke "Angels"