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Part 2

Dear Spring

I'm going to keep this short,

Spring I see you but I don’t feel you. I just want to feel the presence of your sunshine like old times. Basking in your sunshine of love used to be a daily thing. Playing with each other’s emotions is what seems to be the new thing- sunny days with winter winds. Afraid to move fully into Spring mode so you are taking some Winter days with you.

But then again I understand it we never fully meet again

...it was temporary

How could you hold on tightly to something that doesn’t belong to you- there is always going to be fear in the mind that one day you have to give it back.

Unknown

And at the end of the day you can focus on what’s

t e a r i n g y o u a p a r t

or

what’s holding you together

I think I lost the feeling.

....the difference

So what’s the difference between Spring and Fall, it’s simple it like saying you love someone and being in love with someone, fall is only a verb.

–Brown Sugar inspired

3.08.2010

I sometimes feel as if I carry a heavy burden on both my shoulders and in my heart- always putting other’s happiness before my own. I know that I worry too much about certain things and I guess that is a trait that I got from my mother. Sometimes I really do wish that I could just escape for a little bit and just worry about me for once. I never notice how stressed or unhappy I am until it's too late.

The unfinished dream

Hardly any time to sleep up late doing work, up early doing work; I’ve been having a repetitive dream that starts from the same part and never finishes for the past week. The scariest dream that I've had in so long, and each time it starts it seems so real but I wake up at the same part. It's frustrating because I feel as if there is a hidden message in it but I keep missing it. I don't know whether or not to focus on the content of the dream or the fact that it never finishes.

This thing called LIFE

"Life is an unpredictable adventure; I look at it as there is no time for regrets. You look back at the mistakes that you have made and move on; there is no time to dwell on it. Dwelling on it will only lead you to miss the next opportunity at hand. Negative things happen in life so that we could grow and learn from them. If the same negative things keeps occurring it is only because you haven’t learned the lesson."

-Ms.Q. James

I'm having one of those weeks again.

"When the world starts to stress me out,I

turn to you without a doubt”