This is all so crazy

The lack of inspiration that I am beginning to feel;

Being drained more emotionally than mentally and physically.

The fact that I don’t even have the energy to care anymore.

I have become halfhearted to many people around me.

Wanting to leave this place but not wanting to return home to see the faces I left behind.

Not wanting to deal with anyone’s problems because I have my own that I don’t even want to deal with.

Allowing tears to occasionally make my eyes so watery that I am unable to see correctly.

THIS IS ALL SO CRAZY

Feeling as if I am losing myself in everything I do.

Trying to make sense of most of the things that happen around me.

Wondering why I care about certain situations

Blogging at 4:08am

Leaving my teen years confused and frustrated

Being so frustrated with everything and almost everyone

Having a phone that can’t stay on for 10 mins

THIS IS ALL SO CRAZY

The fact that I don’t even know what is going on in my own head.

THIS IS ALL SO CRAZY