Seriously though.

Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.

Sometimes you need to break down and breathe.

Nothing else matters.

She could dream it up, but reality is that it’s not what it seems.
This wasn’t just fooling the public;
it was more like fooling herself.
Maybe it will be worth it in the end…….

just maybe though--

so let’s not get our hopes up.

Pinky Promise

Those are the promises that should Never be broken.

Untitled VI

"Another Again."

Words from the heart to the anonymous eye catcher.

.But to you things would never go back to the way they once used to be. Everything that we had has faded away and we are left with the memories. All my letters, notes, and gifts will mean nothing anymore. All my feelings and thoughts count for nothing anymore. So why hold back everything thats it is in me, I guess I’m free to say it all because it wouldn’t matter to you anyway.

I saw all the flaws in you but I ignored it because the good overweighed it. I knew all the lies you told but I ignored it because I knew it wasn’t as much as you told to the rest. I knew when you were keeping things from me but I let it be because I thought you were just protecting me. I let you get away with so much because I felt there was no need to argue about certain things. But when my feelings for you became stronger I grew tired of the lies and all the flaws that I knew you could change. I guess deep down in me I subconsciously thought that I could change you, I'm not really sure.

I unintentionally let down my guard; shared my thoughts with you even though I might have been rambling along the way. It takes a lot for me to express what I’m feeling. I’m used to just keeping everything to myself. But I held too much in and it hurts now. I don’t know why I expected more from you, but I just did. The mind plays tricks but the heart remains the same. As much as we argued in the past, I still felt the same way for you, because I knew things were temporary and eventually would go back to the way it used to be. I don’t know what it was that kept me holding on to whatever wasn’t even there but I guess you were my comfort zone.

I was always there for you even in the early hours of the morning answering every instant message or text. Always there even when I was sleeping, I would wake up when I heard the sound just to be there for you with whatever you needed or just to talk. Whenever you needed something I would go out of my way for you so you could never say I didn’t care because I did my part and beyond. I never disrespected you, I gave you the most respect behind closed and open doors, but you would occasionally slip up and I always forgave you because I didn’t want little things being the reason we distance ourselves for each other.

Yes, I ignored you once in a while and I admit it was childish but it was only to get through to you. To let you know that I didn’t have to be there dealing with you shit because I wasn’t obligated to do so. Honestly, I was down for you like the economy. But you couldn’t see that or you just took it for granted. So now this is what we are left with. Nothing but memories and thoughts of one another.

You said you’re not giving up but there is just no point. But like you said it doesn’t matter anymore because I said what I had to say and now I have to live with it...

Untitled V

Mo ne fe e

.If this world were mine.

.if this world were mine.

I would spend the night in your mind

making it so the thought of me would never leave you

you'd toss and turn all through the night, feeling around hoping to find-

-me, praying I would never leave you.

.i would give you the flowers, the birds and the bees.

no baby I would give you all of me

open you up to a feeling of pure satisfaction

making you the director of this film

no lights, maybe a camera, just action

I would open all the secrets you hide

and face your fears with you

complete the things within you as I’m supposed to

.I would place at your feet, all that I own.

you've been so good to me.

take me love, to the places of your fantasy

let me fulfill them and give you ecstasy

treat you like no woman has ever done before

give you just enough, so you'd always want more

let you know that your body isn't the only thing I enjoy

but your mind is what makes takes me to the edge

takes me on that high where I’m searching for a hit, another taste

but tonight my goal is to do for you as you do to me and take you to that place

all thoughts and ponders are reality

our thoughts and ponders are reality

I would have my way with you after you've had your way with me

reaching that place time and time again

without even touching

doing this all night

.….

if this world were mine......

i'd spend the night in your mind.

--with Luther Vandross excerpts

Perfect lyrics

Holla if you need me-Trey Songz

Holla
Whoa whoa whoa Oh
I know its been a minute since we really kicked it but I just want you to know
I can't pretend that everythings all good
Nope I can't say that everythings all bad
But im gonna say that you be on my mind
How you doin, who you with, where you be at
Girl, we’ve had our share of ups and downs
But you know that im gon’ always be around that’s for sure
And you know how we do, how I roll
And remember aint a damn thing change so
Holla if you need me
You always gon’ be my boo
Holla if you need me
You know I still got you
And if you ever need me to be
What you need girl, im free and forever you can holla at me
So, holla if you need me
You always gon’ be my boo
Holla if you need me
You know I still got you
If you ever need me to be
What you need girl im free and forever you can holla at me
I still be thinkin bout the things you do
I still be thinkin bout the times we had
Don’t wanna seem like ive be missin you
But I am and damn its bad girl
Girl, we’ve had our share of ups and downs
But you know that im gon’ always be around that’s for sure
And you know how I do, how I roll
And remember aint a damn thing change so
Holla if you need me
You always gon’ be my boo
Holla if you need me
You know I still got you
And if you ever need me to be
What you need girl, im free and forever you can holla at me
So, holla if you need me
You always gon’ be my boo
Holla if you need me
You know I still got you
If you ever need me to be
What you need girl im free and forever you can holla at me
Girl, you can holla at me
Whoa whoa
Girl I really really really wanna let you know
That I really really really cant let you go
And even if we never get it back girl you can still come and holla at me (x2)
Holla if you need me
You always gon’ be my boo
Holla if you need me
You know I still got you
And if you ever need me to be
What you need girl, im free and forever you can holla at me (x2)
Girl I really really really wanna let you know
That I really really really cant let you go
And even if we never get it back girl you can still come and holla at me