double consciousness

The sense of double consciousness starting to come into play
I have to look at myself from another perspective and make sure that I am still the same person who I think I am
Words I thought I couldn't possibly utter are beginning to be spoken
Feelings that I thought I couldn't feel are beginning to be felt
Emotions that I thought I could never show are being shown
Risk that I thought I wouldn't take are starting to be a part of my everyday life