Turning to you without a doubt

See, I myself still don’t get it yet. I’m scared of losing you and I don’t even own you. You strip me down time and time again and I just pour everything in me out. It is rare for me to ever quite understand what you are feeling inside but I’m okay with that. When I see myself getting to close I try to distance myself from you. Something I just can’t understand, I don’t think that things have ever been this mystifying between us before. We are so much the same that when things are good they are great and when we collide; we just can’t be around one another. Times like that you are like a headache, but one that I crave and yearn for. I tell you so much but the things that I can’t say verbally I write them down. Such a COMPLEX SITUATION, which no one understands but you and me. “When the world starts to stress me out….. I turn to you without a doubt.” I can’t really figure what it was about you, but the endless conversations and advice giving helps me to understand, why I care for you. I hate feeling this way but it sneaks up on me time after time.