an understanding of myself

Those who know me know that I am a very conservative person when it comes to my feelings towards another person. I keep everything hidden and undercover so that when worst comes to worst I would be able to hide how much I am hurting. But I realized with all this growing that I am doing and me trying to move on with everything that may have happened in the past it is time for me to let everything go. I have come to a point in my life where I realize that I should be happy because I deserve it. I shouldn't’t still be hurting from the things that have occurred in the past. I learned to let go and move on, I learned to be a better person-a better woman. I see myself much happier these days because I have learned to understand myself-I was so good at hiding my feelings that I realized that I was hiding them from myself as well. With that being said its time to close that chapter and that book and say my farewells.