I guess I never told you that>>

Since I was younger I was always able to cover and hide the things that hurt me the most. Most people who know me believe that I am a person who is passionless and doesn’t let many things bother me; but in actually I am the total opposite I am just good at hiding it. I don’t like to show people what bothers me for the simple fact they would know what to do and say to get to me. What I started to realize is that when people did something wrong to me I wouldn’t react to it, it may be hard to believe but I am quick to forgive especially if I care for someone. And I guess it is my fault because I let so many people who are close to me get away with a lot of things that actually did hurt me but I just never spoke on the issue. I am the type of person who would be mad at someone for 10 minutes and forgive them, or I would just dismiss the issue and suppress my emotions and feelings. But as of late, I feel as if people have really been testing me, whether it is with their words or actions. Maybe this is a new epiphany and I have been oblivious to the situation before but now I see it clear as day. That phone call today took the cake. I had no choice but to get a little crazy, so that my point was taken seriously. I never really understood why people think that they could pop up in your life whenever they feel like it- so I had to start hurting feelings, and I didn’t feel the least bit bad about it. J