Tuesday, February 2, 2010

...winter break epiphany

It’s as if I knew it for about a while but was unable to properly articulate what was going on. I had words and thoughts running through my mind but I wasn’t sure of the sequence to make then make sense. But then it hit me- my words were finally placed in the right order and my thoughts finally began to make sense. In life you meet people or you grow up with people who you think are in your life for a reason; whether it is to teach you a lesson, have a certain influence in your life or grow with you to become a better person. I always applied this concept with people who I have met over the years; I never thought that I would have to apply it to people who I knew my entire life. In life when you meet people it never crosses your mind that they might not be there to the end with you, or that they would change so drastically that you don’t want to be around them you think that they should be there forever and not change for the worse as it should be. I know that there are certain things that occur in life that make people change; which I always hope their change is for the better; but when someone changes their ways for another person; the way that they act and what they do- it starts to become questionable; especially when that change isn’t for the best. It is one thing if one person tells you about your drastic change but when a hand full of people speaks on it; that is when you should evaluate yourself and the situation. I never really understood how people could choose a certain individual over their family. Yes I know the quote about liking to learn the hard way; but when the hard way could be extremely costly that’s when I start to become worried.

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