Eliminate the problem

It eventually became a routine; at first it was a little weird and I was kind of reluctant and wanted to change my mind. How could things have gotten this bad that we can’t even be on speaking terms? Now it is like second nature I look past you, sad to say but you don’t existent to me. I don’t hate you or anything because that isn’t my style but I truly see you for who you are; and it seems like you’re out to get me for whatever reason. One rumor turned into the next, with the words that came out of your mouth. Why lie to the public and make it seem as if this was something that it clearly wasn’t. If I hurt you I truly do apologize but I told you everything from the beginning- that I wanted to be nothing more than friends. I don’t know if you thought that you could change my mind or actually thought that there was something more than it was, but all your lies or “misunderstandings” turned into rumors—allowing these gossip fiends to draw up one story after another. Not to say that I care what they think about me but I rather not be the hot topic in the lives of these individuals. For a while I blamed others for believing everything they heard but honestly if I was in their shoes I would begin to believe some of the things that I was hearing as well. So I found a way to eliminate the problem which is by eliminating any words or gestures towards you.