Monday, May 18, 2009

The Lexicon of 218 and beyond!

Words that don't exist but should!

  1. Wreckless-The act of getting crazy to maximum. {Many people try to get wreckless in Plattsburgh.
  2. Wrecklessness-The act of commiting wreckless things; can also be identified as a group of people who consist of Edmund, Nef and Tyre. {No sentence}
  3. Wrecknolopoly-A person who takes over the act of being wreckless. { Byron might be the wrecknolopoly of the group.}
  4. Creep-The act of doing something thing that is strange such as watching someone. { Byron is sometimes a creep.}
  5. Creeping-The act of leaving your room/ building afterhours. { Hmm I see “so and so” creeping to ___}
  6. Screeping-The act of watching someone creep { I walked into the room and saw RH screeping.}
  7. Preeping-The act of planning out how you would go creeping. {Nef is always preeping.}
















Friday, May 15, 2009

Bittersweet Moment

Maybe I am making this harder than it needs to be but; this is the part that I hate the most. The separation of Spring and Fall. That time of the year has come again when we are done with classes and it’s time to return home. As much as I truly miss home I sometimes don’t want to go back because this place has sort of become my home for the past two years. It seems like it gets harder each year because of the friendships that we create out here. I’m definitely going to miss: My roommates, the black man, the creep, my half-Nigerian, and last but not least my spring time. It’s been real and you all have grown to have a little piece of my heart that I do like to share. This is a true bittersweet moment- but I will see you all sooner than later.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

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A Simple Habit.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Borrowed but Dedicated


Uh ooh ooh uh ooh ooh uh ooh oooh
Uh ooh ooh uh ooh ooh uh ooh oooh
Uh ooh ooh uh ooh ooh uh ooh oooh
Hands down I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me Cause you don't know
who i was before you
basically to see a change in me
i'd be losing, so i just ignore you, yeah
oh oho
but your on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
oh oho
but maybe in time, in time, in time
i'll tell you

chorus
A little bit, a little bit
a little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you
oh oho

i know you don't break their hearts
but it's you i wanna take apart
and i will never ever be the first, to say it
but still i they know i ah ah ah

I would do it Push a button Pull a trigger Climb a mountain Jump off a cliff Cause you know baby I love you love you A little bit

I would do it
You'd say it
You'd mean it
I would let you do it
It was you and I and I only
Ha hm

I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me

Drake
i hope they never find out
what they already know, know, know
as soon as its official
we'll have to let it go, go, go
so we don't confirm the fling
keep avoiding all the questions
you can teach me many things i'm just scared to learn a lesson

the pressures on
both hearts beat like a metronon
both n'sync like a justin song
feels so right but it's just soo wrong
i wonder where my world 'bout
where niggas said i know, tryna talk my girl out
and her friends say i ain't the one to go for
she just get jealous cause you always get approached more
oh well tell her fall back caught up in some more shit tell her call back
tell her get a man that ain't cheating on her ass
wit a girl that i know yeah tell her all that, that
and as for you i think i know your the one the closest i've come I'm probably...

A little bit
A little bit
A little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit
A little bit
A little bit
A little bit in love with you
oh oho
lalalala love with me
oh oho, oh oho

Friday, May 8, 2009

Untitled.

Words that will never be spoken will always be written.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Dear Spring,


I was so delighted that you came back, but something just wasn’t right. The wind didn’t blow the same, the sun didn’t shine on the same direction, but I took it for what it was. Your change of weather fooled me day after day to the point I didn’t know what to wear each day. I thought that you would always be the same to me since we met, but I guess you there was some bitterness from the freezing winter inside of you. I never thought that there would be a day that I would feel so much disappointment towards you, you were suppose to be different from the other seasons but I guess you got mixed in. I thought that it was summer and winter that I despised. But most of all the winter because it killed the things that we grew- leaving us with no color or beauty in the leaves, flowers, and trees; leaving me utterly confused, and puzzled by the things that would be going on until you made your return. I despised fall too because it showed me how much everything would die off leading us into the bitter winter. You were the only season that I could look forward to. The sun kissing my face while the wind blew on my neck. But now things have changed- I am resenting the spring and I am waiting for summer and I am more eager than ever because I know that it would have something better to offer me. It was good while it lasted but it is time to move on.

Signed by: The summer lover

"
Enter text here.they say people in your life are seasons and anything that happen in your life is for a reason"-Kanye West

This is all so crazy

The lack of inspiration that I am beginning to feel;

Being drained more emotionally than mentally and physically.

The fact that I don’t even have the energy to care anymore.

I have become halfhearted to many people around me.

Wanting to leave this place but not wanting to return home to see the faces I left behind.

Not wanting to deal with anyone’s problems because I have my own that I don’t even want to deal with.

Allowing tears to occasionally make my eyes so watery that I am unable to see correctly.

THIS IS ALL SO CRAZY

Feeling as if I am losing myself in everything I do.

Trying to make sense of most of the things that happen around me.

Wondering why I care about certain situations

Blogging at 4:08am

Leaving my teen years confused and frustrated

Being so frustrated with everything and almost everyone

Having a phone that can’t stay on for 10 mins

THIS IS ALL SO CRAZY

The fact that I don’t even know what is going on in my own head.

THIS IS ALL SO CRAZY


Monday, May 4, 2009

Moments cherished






I wouldn't trade these moments for anything<3